Thursday, October 1, 2009

my sad day...

Good morning sweet bloggy friends,
Gosh today I come with such a heavy heart.. Soo very sad, and am trying to find happy, fun things to think about..Our puppy love of 13 1/2 years closed her eyes forever while we were all at work and school..she saw us all off, and then while she was napping under "her" tree, she closed her eyes for a final time..I just have to say Marci was the best friend, companion, and protector to our family..She was my walking partner,and always by my side no matter what..or where I was ,she was..It was such a tough day.. I KNOW it will get easier.. But, for now such emptiness..
I was able to be home yesterday, but, wanted to leave as she was being buried.. I went to my friend Patsys' store, just to get out and maybe seeing pretty would make me feel better.. Her store is always quite lovely, and smells so pretty..I strolled around, but, nothing interested me much, or tickled my lil' heart..my heart is sad.. It will get better,I just need to change a little of my routine, and maybe the backyard stuff a bit.. Everything reminds me of her.. She isn't looking into the slider at me constantly.. I still think I hear her walking around..aaahhh..it's just her birdie friends looking for her and her food..She will be missed..We love you Marci Belle xxoo
Hoping you all are happy and you have your puppy loves to cuddle.. Tomorrow will be better, and my heart will get lighter.. God promises that !! Everything for a season.. I LoVe you all, and wish you a wonderful, happy day.. He is good, and is my Comfort..
hugs to you all~
~tea~xo

20 comments:

  1. I am so sorry.....
    Love,
    Marilyn

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  2. Oh Tanza, I am so very sad for you... no words can make it better, only time eases the pain a little. I am sure your sweet Marci had a wonderful life with you and passed away peacefully... I KNOW all dogs go to Heaven... I am sure my sweet little Sheltie Lady is running and jumping with her right now and welcoming her to doggie Heaven... much love to you... Julie Marie

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  3. T, I'm so sorry for your loss. They do become the very best of friends to us all. May she rest in peace and wait patiently to be reunited with you. Hugs. Tammy

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  4. Oh Tanza, The news of your dog is just heartbreaking... I'm so sorry. I feel for you and I know your pain. Just looking at that face had made me cry. Your loving dog look like a sweetheart and I'm sure your going to have many days of sadness in your heart filled with emptiness without his presence. I'm going to pray that God will feel that space and have him comfort you and make you stronger each day.

    I'm sending you a BIG HUG-

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  5. I am so very sorry 4 your loss... I can truly tell you that i have been there. Our Dog Mr. Hansom yep that is how we pronounced it was put to sleep in our arms after 15 years. He was a Dobie/Shepherd mix we got him when I was 17 and my now hubby was 18. It hurts, I know but they had GOOD, GOOD lives and soooo much love. I know these days will be tough, my prayers and thought are with you.

    Sheila

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  6. Sweet Tanza, I am sorry to learn that Marci has moved to the beyond ... she was a beautiful dog. I love Dobies. She looked just like our Thunder. They are probably having a good time romping together in doggyland. It is so hard to let them go, I am with you in my heart during this sad time.
    Hugs of love, TTFN ~ Marydon

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  7. Tanza, I know that very sad feeling oh so well, having lost my two labs a year apart, one was 13 and then the other was also 13 a year later...they are more than friends, they were my furry children. I still think about the dogs that have gone before me...I miss each and every one of them. We have another dog now, but she doesn't take their place. My heart aches just reading about your loss. You know, though, that the pain will pass, but you keep the good memories of your sweet girl.

    God bless,
    Mary

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  8. I am so very sorry for your loss. I know words cannot express your loss. Just know that we are all here for you.
    God Bless,
    Sue

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  9. I'm so sorry for your loss. I know how bad it hurts. Time does help heal. I miss my Sassy all of the time. I was just talking to my friend about her tonight. I want another Sheltie like her.

    Take care,
    Lee Laurie

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  10. Dearest Tea, I am so sorry about your sweet little doggie. I know and understand this heartache. Oh, I will pray for God to comfort you and your dear family. I am sending you the biggest hugs I can muster.

    Love and affection, Barb

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  11. Oh Honey....I'm soooo sorry. Our pets really are family members, aren't they? My heart is heavy for you. I'll be lifting you up in prayer...your family too.

    Hugs,
    Spencer

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  12. Oh Tea, I am so sorry, my heart is breaking for you. Our pets are so much more than that, they are family. Marci was beautiful :) I am sending love and hugs your way sweetie.
    Love,
    Amy

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  13. sending you ((( big hugs and kisses))) for your heavy heart. i do hope that each day gets easier for you.
    xxrosey

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  14. tea, I am so sorry for your loss. Losing a beloved pet leaves an empty spot in our lives. You know the Comforter and I know He holds you close.
    Hugs to you!

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  15. Tea,
    I am so sorry. I know your heart is breaking!! It will get easier with time, but your sweet Marci will always have a special place in your hearts. Sending hugs your way. Vicki

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  16. Tanza, I am so sorry to hear about your sweet Marci. When our pets pass away it is like a child to us. We are going through a rough time with our little Katie (poodle) she has cancer an does not have very long. She is our baby. Thank you for stopping by one of my blogs, Come Up To Big Bear Lake. I also have another blog, The Cottage Loft. You might enjoy it also. Connie

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  18. Tea...I've been in and out and just read your post even though I knew of your doggie's passing.

    I know God gives us our beautiful pets to make us enjoy life all the more. They ease our journey, don't they?

    I love my Mollie Mo so much so I can relate to your sweet feelings. Know I'm thinking of you and your little family.

    Love you most...Reb

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  19. oh Tea I am so sorry, I have been so wrapped up in my own problems I havn't visited.... I know your loss Sweet.. you hurt, you mourn, you cry, time does heal but not right away, am sending you blessings your way, just wish I could give you huge kisses & cuddles to make things right for you...

    Lyn xxx

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  20. Tea ~ I've had two of my dogs die in my arms so I do know the hurt - they are our babies - You simply had a Big ol' baby! You can even see her sweetness in her face in that picture. I think God actually puts us and our pets together and you did as He knew you would - gave her a wonderful, loving, contented life.

    With tears.....Cynthia K.

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